I'm laughing at you

be nice she says

tell us straight she says

do not flog us publicly on the world wild web.

I suppose you're right

I concede

there really is no need

to tell everyone how much

I really want to run away.

whoops.

I want you to know

I think violent thoughts about all of you

I think about the irony 

that the girl with the largest room 

is never at home. 

Never cleans house,

never pays rent on time. 

I look upon hatefully

the full circle I've made. 

Again I'm adjacent 

to gunfire.

to some schmo who can't take care of 

his young dog. 

I live with a  girl who won't drink 

who takes things subtley. 

I took MY bike back tonight

and hid it. 

oh the things I could do....

How much greater would my sanity be

if this would all go away. 

Seriously.